sooooooo messed

oml i am like so bored and have nothing to take time off my hands well that i can think of and life bores me i think i need more than just these four walls more than this small town on that i dislike the ppl here and dont belive in there old ways they think i am a some freak who is going to suck out there brains well what they have left of them these ppl need to see the fun in life and that the real world isnt all that bad if you look at it right and dont get me wrong not all think this way but most do and the ones that dont are like odd so i am stuck with only 6-8 friends and i ve made it my purpose to make myself known and it has got me nowhere so far but no hope lost just another day in the life of one messed up teen

read this its my msn talk with cody lol its funny

cody says:I freakin' love you!shannonhhs@yahoo.com says:ok why?cody says:Because I love you! : Dshannonhhs@yahoo.com says:love you too: )cody says:Yay! xDshannonhhs@yahoo.com says:where did that come from?cody says:I just thought I'd remind you.shannonhhs@yahoo.com says:well trust me i need it thanxcody says:Anytime.shannonhhs@yahoo.com says:so what you up to ?shannonhhs@yahoo.com sends: You have asked to share this background with cody.Cancel (Alt+Q)cody says:Listening to Queens of the Stone Age, what about you?cody says:What's that?shannonhhs@yahoo.com says:nm tryin to fix my pc srry i didnt mean to send it to you cody says:ah, Okayshannonhhs@yahoo.com says:i didnt so who all have you talk to ?well in the last what hour cody says:No one I haven't been online.shannonhhs@yahoo.com says:so i ve seen you got off like an hour ago i tho you got on the fone cody says:No, I just sign off at random times.shannonhhs@yahoo.com says:i know you do cody thanx cody says:Thanks for what?shannonhhs@yahoo.com says:everything i really dont know what i would do without you so thanx i<3ya!!!cody href="mailto:shannonhhs@yahoo.com">shannonhhs@yahoo.com says:yeah you have no idea

my day

well to start i didnt go to school and my littel sister is sick and i feel about the same.after my mother arrives home i will leave to go to a friends and talk to her she is the only friend i have other than cody

oh and there he is i love him so much he is my good buddy i cant live without him lol he is all i have most of the time anyhow he has always been there for me after long break-ups; he is and always will be my hero